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She is a forbidden fruit,
you know you shouldn’t bite..
yet you find yourself reaching for her
you can almost taste her,
smell her intoxicating scent,
She is the type of fruit that
when you finally get to revel in
her sweetness you do not worry
about the mess you’ve made instead,
you let it drip down your face.
Trying to figure out when you became a question I don’t have an answer to.
I may be confused but,
I think I heard a clap of thunder escape
from your lips
was it the tremble in your thighs I just felt?
I could spend a slow forever falling inside you.
I’m quite positive my
were made to roam every inch of your body.
fingertips like a soft wind, tracing the
outlines of you tattoos,
I crave you.
the only barrier between us is sweat,
can still feel the lingering of my
scratches down your skin?
the oh fuck coupled with my name on your lips
breaks the rhythm of the rain and
feels like lightning down my bones, it
could be said a million times and still
feel as spine-tingling as the first time
you let in out with a sigh and half-lidded eyes.
bite marks scattered across your skin.
I can feel your anticipation as I glide my fingers slowly
up your thigh,
you breath catches,
I escape myself in you.
your taste entraps me and
I am caught in a storm that is
uniquely all your own.
I don’t need the sound of rain to put me to bed
I need nothing but you.
If someone wanted to date me I should hope they don’t expect me to cook thanksgiving dinner (or anything tbh) because the only thing they need to eat all day is me.
While you’re taking your time carefully crafting clever things to say, someone else is mumbling and tripping all over their tongue to the one you want. Riding on the wave of adrenaline and a shot of courage while you’re trying to find that in eloquence. So deeply preoccupied with making sure that everything is “just so”, you convey disinterest not understanding that just saying what you need to, may be the best way. Though you’re words may be beautiful, if they are spoken too late…then they are just late…
My lip is permenantly in the pout position. Ugh, I’m pretty sure that the cause of my agony is sleep deprivation. Im sleeping for about 2-4 hours tops. I am no good in this state….I turn into a giant baby. I mean my voice gets softer and everything….Im barely audible on a good day.
I want kisses and hugs and cuddles and love and all the affection ever and rom coms and blah. In dire need of tlc….its hard to give it to yourself like this. Oh well. Avocados for breakfast :)
Ya’ll can be nosey tho
that’s all anyone asks about anyway so….
@librainmaat : Here ya go! NEVER AGAIN
1: Picture of yourself
2: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?
I am monogamous in relationships. I’m not closed to open-ended situations though.
3: Have you ever been dumped?
Yea. It’s complicated but essentially yea. Although they may see it the other way around…
4: What do you most like about making out?
5: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?
6: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?
Them. I’m extremely shy at times…but at least I make it good.
7: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?
All of it? If I had to choose…I like arms & stomachs. Frankly though, I really just like all of it.
8: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?
It’s between my mother and Chanelle. I believe I fell asleep texting zula so, prob Chanelle.
9: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?
45 seconds….lmao, no I haven’t. I just personally need more than 1 good conversation or good looks…
10: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?
11: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?
A lot of shit, this is too vague of a question.
12: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?
I doubt it. I’m not writing it off or anything…I’m just not immediately ready to be any type of parent. It wouldn’t be fair to the kid, they deserve all the love.
13: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?
Yes, I prefer a confession…especially while it’s current. I’ve had situations where we liked each other but nothing was ever said until it was a thing of the past.
14: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?
LOL, it’s gonna seem bad compared to what I just said but NO. I’ve told exactly 1 female that I had a crush on her. It went nowhere but she confessed later that she had one on my too but she didn’t think she was good enough. I prefer to be pursued but if you make your attraction glaringly obvious I may be coerced into pursuing you a bit as well.
15: Do you miss your last sweetie?
*shrugs* As I’ve said plenty of times…I love her to death and will always carry her in my heart but I’m tired of talking about it.
16: Last time you slow danced with someone?
Last time I grinded on somebody was may?
17: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?
LOL. As a teenager I guess. It was like a love pentagon. I made a life long friend though.
18: How can I win your heart?
Hmmmm, seek me out, be eloquent about your attraction, be witty/funny, get my humor, be up front and honest, be a true friend, etc. etc. I don’t even know anymore. My heart hasn’t been won in over a year.
19: What is your astrological sign?
L I B R A
20: What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
21: Do you cook?
22: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?
Yes. All of them, lmao. Doesn’t mean we tried again or that we’re friends but someone usually reaches out after a while.
23: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?
Sometimes. I’m okay with being single. Everything I can do in a relationship, I can do alone. I don’t need someone to feel complete, I don’t absolutely need someone to be with me. I enjoy my own company and the company of those who love and adore me. I have all the love and support I need really.
However, I prefer relationships. I like to want to be around the person I have eyes for. I love the feeling of courting, falling, and being in love. I adore being held, touched, cared for, supported by someone who loves me back. Sharing memorable experiences and having a partner in my ongoing adventure called life is something I cherish. To look just sit in the company of someone who adores you. To have someone see my flaws, weaknesses, to see me at my most vulnerable and have them handle with the delicate touch of a lover… The intimacy…even the assholery. I miss that.
24: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly?
I’ve been called a serial monogamer, lmao. I fall into monogamy quite easily. I don’t really date around…I want to sometimes but I tend to stumble onto someone I can fall for before I even try. I prefer one over many…otherwise I’m single as fuck & handing out friendzone pamphlets.
25: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?
I don’t really look for physical traits. The people you fall hardest for are the ones you connect with on a personal level first. Then they become illuminated with the glow of “damn, i think I want her…she’s amazing”. For the sake of the question….I like short girls? Does being an ag/stud count?
26: Name four things that you wish you had:
Sims 3, a lovely steak dinner, good health, partner in adventure.
27: Are you a player?
I’m not a player I just crush a lot?
28: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?
I plead le fif!
29: Are you a tease?
So I’ve been told over and over and over again by any and everybody ever to exist. It’s not intentional.
30: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?
31: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?
I’ve been engaged.
32: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?
Hmmm, there was but idk anymore.
33: Hugs or Kisses?
Kissessssss. A good one can do so much and besides they can go anywhere. Hugging different parts of my body may be cute if the right person does it but generally weird.
34: Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Absolutely. Ask me or it will never ever ever ever happen. I will just fade into the distance.
35: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
They’re either Depp, Franco, Ealy, Hemsworth, Gambino, or I don’t notice. Unless I mistake them for a stud…cause then I’m just sorely disappointed.
36: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?
DEAR GOD YES. I adore it so.
37: . If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?
Nah. I’ve had it happen, couldn’t bring myself to. It hurts but I don’t wreck homes…intentionally.
38: Do you flirt a lot?
No…but I’ve been told I do. It’s unintentional unless you’re my baby.
39: Your last kiss?
Jesus Christ, these lips haven’t been kissed in God knows how long.
40: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2011?
Nope. I was in a relationship.
41: Have you kissed anyone in the past month?
42: If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
Rihanna and Cassie at the same damn time.
43: Do you know who you’ll kiss next?
Are you implying that I’m plotting on someone? In which case…yes, yes I am.
44: Does someone like you currently?
Initially read this wrong. The answer is idk?
45: Do you currently have feelings for anyone?
46: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
Has this not been asked like 5 times? RELATIONSHIPS FOR THOSE IN THE NOSEBLEEDS!
47: Ever made out with just a friend?
bWAHAHAHAH! Oh silly rabbit, they stop being just a friend the minute you lay your lust filled eyes on them.
48: Are you happier single or in a relationship?
49: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it.
Are you glad this is over but wow no sex questions though? Yes. To all of it.
So with October fast approaching…..I really need to figure out what Im doing with my life. Its my favorite month despite it no longer being hot because ITS MY BIRTH MONTH! Also, because halloween may probably be my favorite day of the entire year. I dress up on regular days, on halloween its acceptable though.
With all that said, my october if currently looking like a big bowl of wtf soup because I have far too many plans still up in the air. Comic con….am I still attending? One day or three days? Are we dressing up still? Where can I buy a beautiful “marceline” wig? Nima and I agreed to build matching axe basses so she could be marshall lee buuuuutt idek if that is still happening. My birthday….how do I celebrate it all month? I need a month long adventure. Who am I kidding…I am adventure. I just want folks to be spontaneous with me.
Nima asked me to tag along on her trip to florida. We talked about going to harry potter world and attending halloween nights! I NEED THAT TO HAPPEN! We still need to go to fright fest up here though. Well technically I need to go. However that happens idrc. Aside from all this, I tend to do a lot of special fx makeup in october but I havent bought any supplies and have no ideas. Should I even do it this year? Then there is halloween….my costumes for the past 6 years have all been pretty good but a bit planned. I have too many ideas and too little time.
October I fuckin love you.
Flirting comes so naturally to me. I probably flirt as well as I breathe. I don’t even mean anything by it half the time. But you know I genuinely like someone when I have a difficult time flirting with them, because I’m thinking way too much about the words that are coming out of my mouth (at least in the beggining). It’s like I don’t want to sound like I’m being to pushy or doing too much, but when I’m not that interested in you I don’t even think twice about it.
I guess that is what I get after sleeping all day. Tumblr just isnt doing it for me either. Oh well.
Sooooo I suppose I shall go be productive and write. I wish I had someone to share it with….that got “it” or me? But unfortunately I dont…. so me and my phone share a very intimate connection as I share with it more than actual people. Yup.
Who made this?! I WILL WATCH TERRIFYING MOVIES WITH YOU UNDER THE GUISE OF FUN WAIT UNTIL YOU FALL ASLEEP AND STICK YOUR HAND IN WARM WATER AND WIPE VICKS ON YOUR EYELIDS AND UNDER YOUR EYES AND POUR FAKE BLOOD ALL OVER YOU AND TIE YOUR LIMBS UP AND SIT ON YOUR CHEST DRESSED AS SLENDERMAN AND GET REALLY REALLY CLOSE TO YOUR FACE AND WAKE YOU UP AND YELL AT YOU IN MY BATMAN VOICE UNTIL YOU CRY AND THEN WHEN UR FACE IS NICE AND WET I WILL POUR SPLENDA ON JT AND EAT YOUR DELICIOUS FUCKING TEARS!
Lol im going to be a bum ass bum at this cookout and i dont even care I dont feel like doing my hair or getting a hair cut or putting on actual clothes So if i turn up with a bun and sweats i am not sorry just be glad im not naked
A wii party. Omg i need this to happen. I need drunk people dancing like mj and singing off key to my favorite rock song. I also need rap karaoke….and wii drinking games and good food cause i know she gonna cook. Omg we are just not very big kids.
Tomorrow we dine in wii hell! Yall should come. Everyone on tumblr. Yup.
May I present my bestfriend and I…